Derek: I kept asking myself all the time, how did I buy into this you know? It’s just ‘cause I was pissed off. Nothing I ever did took that feeling away. I killed two guys, I killed them. And it didn’t make me feel any different. Just got me more lost and I’m tired of feeling pissed off. I’m just tired of it. And I’m not telling you what to do. I’m really not. But I need you to understand ‘cause I love you, and you’re my best friend.